A Tribute to you son...

 

Today I said goodbye to you I couldn't say hello.
The love I felt inside my heart I guess you'll never know
I fought the fight I tried my best
But realized that God knows best 

 I seen your face, I touched your hand
But now you're in Gods promised land.
Your little smile I will never see
But God has come to set you free

 So I say farewell son, with all my love
One day we'll meet in Heaven above. ...

Cayde Christian
Born 14 December 2013
Died 14 December 2013

                                                                            Written 14th December 2014

Where do we go from here

Where have I been? I feel like a year has come and gone and I don't know where I was through that year. I know I was pregnant, and Im trying to piece my life during that time. Where have I been?

Although as trauma does, I cant remember some things. Although Im still trying to piece the puzzle, one thing I can say is that Jesus has been my refuge and strength. My fortress in my time of trouble.

I cant believe its been 4 months already since my son was taken from me. Today is my due date 10 April 2014. Its obviously a sad sad day. I'm happy that God has strengthened me beyond measure and I am still able to be a good wife, mother, sister, friend, motivator etc.

I feel as if as today is the due date, its more final. I have to decide where to go from here. All I know is that God will lead and he will restore what has been lost 100 fold. That is His promise.

Watch this space...

Renewed Faith

Hebrews 11.1

Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.

I believe in a God of Impossibilities